Hi there, hope you are great. It's 1 30 am and i can't sleep, have to wake up at 8, reach office by 10 30 or 11 at max. yet no sign of sleep...
I am just off since two days, my dear girl friend cut my holiday by two days and i am furious.
I am recovering from chicken pox and all she can think about is sex and hugs and kisses, goddammit if you catch chicken pox too don't blame me. But she is avid optimist, and believes she is immune to the disease. We live together and still she can't stay away for a week, she had to cut my holiday, how selfish. Whatever be the reason you changed my tickets without even asking me? that's the limit. And if i show my disappointment, all hell breaks loose and tears start blocking the conversation, WTH!
After all she did, you know who had to appologise, you guessed right, i had to.
Not because i forgave her for doing what she did but because i wanted to end the non sense and be at peace. aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Thursday, May 12, 2011
So if i don't complain that doesn't mean you got the right to direct your shit towards me.
I'll tell you i am not a pressure cooker but with such huge intakes of bull shit i wish i might become one so that at one point i ll explode, with no blame on my head.
There are strange people with whom you feel uncomfortable while conversing, there are odd people with whom you can't keep up and then there is 'P' with whom neither you want to feel comfortable nor you want to keep up. But P is a unique mixed breed, he does not understand that people with whom he is sharing his gyan would rather go to hell in order to avoid him. But what a pity p won't let them live even in hell and would grind you till the extent you start asslicking like him.
Oh man i can go on and on writing words of praise but such is the aura of P that even his mere mention puts me to sleep. I sit here in the middle of the day yawning and irritated just because i choose to write about P.
PS: I have used 'P''s character as a male just out of convenience, however P could either male or female, on second thoughts P could be of the third category as well.
I'll tell you i am not a pressure cooker but with such huge intakes of bull shit i wish i might become one so that at one point i ll explode, with no blame on my head.
There are strange people with whom you feel uncomfortable while conversing, there are odd people with whom you can't keep up and then there is 'P' with whom neither you want to feel comfortable nor you want to keep up. But P is a unique mixed breed, he does not understand that people with whom he is sharing his gyan would rather go to hell in order to avoid him. But what a pity p won't let them live even in hell and would grind you till the extent you start asslicking like him.
Oh man i can go on and on writing words of praise but such is the aura of P that even his mere mention puts me to sleep. I sit here in the middle of the day yawning and irritated just because i choose to write about P.
PS: I have used 'P''s character as a male just out of convenience, however P could either male or female, on second thoughts P could be of the third category as well.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Stupid is the word
It's not like am full of passion and all but i have my moments. If i am a romantic, it does not mean i show all that i feel, i believe a warm gaze on my face will tell every soul what i feel; ah i am an open book.
Whatever i say i will at least admit the lines above are full of crap and all that one sees by a single gaze is absolutely irrelevant. Perhaps a second gaze then! oh whom am i kidding, when the fairer sex is considered no matter how many times gaze you'll grasp but only one thing- surprise.
If you are fortunate a meaningful slip of tongue will be discarded as humor and if not a complete serious discussion of sorts will be held against you in one of her majesty's court operating out of her brain.
And while this all is getting buffered you will find your self looking at her like dog waiting for a punishment that you will realise later is totally a sham rather it's recipient should be the one who is actually reading your sentence. Whilst you realise this, darkness would have engulfed everything but your already dumb brain will still look out for reason and jeopardise your position even more. This is the best time for the dog to get to sleep but how can he sleep, discussion is beyond reason, punishment will cross your mind and all you could do in this time is to think why do i have to run after that very bone even when its old and hard, but here comes the twist as later you will realise perhaps this is the only bone left for you and panic will surface again calling for desperate measures, phone in your hand, number speed dialled only to realise that either the other line is not responding or perhaps in a deep sound sleep.
It's tricky but your gut tells you its the latter as that is the only way you could go to sleep and so adios i go to sleep
until next time !
Whatever i say i will at least admit the lines above are full of crap and all that one sees by a single gaze is absolutely irrelevant. Perhaps a second gaze then! oh whom am i kidding, when the fairer sex is considered no matter how many times gaze you'll grasp but only one thing- surprise.
If you are fortunate a meaningful slip of tongue will be discarded as humor and if not a complete serious discussion of sorts will be held against you in one of her majesty's court operating out of her brain.
And while this all is getting buffered you will find your self looking at her like dog waiting for a punishment that you will realise later is totally a sham rather it's recipient should be the one who is actually reading your sentence. Whilst you realise this, darkness would have engulfed everything but your already dumb brain will still look out for reason and jeopardise your position even more. This is the best time for the dog to get to sleep but how can he sleep, discussion is beyond reason, punishment will cross your mind and all you could do in this time is to think why do i have to run after that very bone even when its old and hard, but here comes the twist as later you will realise perhaps this is the only bone left for you and panic will surface again calling for desperate measures, phone in your hand, number speed dialled only to realise that either the other line is not responding or perhaps in a deep sound sleep.
It's tricky but your gut tells you its the latter as that is the only way you could go to sleep and so adios i go to sleep
until next time !
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Just another thought
Often I ask myself, why do some people ignore that is obvious.
I overheard some people talking in the lobby of a hotel I was staying in, they were discussing about some party they had to go in the evening. There a particular girl was looking very oblivious, very calm from outside but I could tell she was crying inside. She was sad. Apparently her friends did not share my belief. They were constantly forcing her to go along with them that night, but I knew well, all she needed that moment was a tight hug from a close someone and just a few consoling words. But they all missed the depth of sadness in her eyes, all of them looked at her but I am afraid none of them registered the acute pain in her eyes.
Next morning, I found the same pair of eyes with twinkle in them filled with joy, on the first page of the morning paper. Irony here was that this beaming picture of the young lady was marking her tragic fate. In the lines below the picture was described that she committed suicide at 4pm last evening which was I think just an hour after I saw her in the lobby.
Till this day I regret not going to her and trying to help her. But again I think whether she would have accepted my help? This makes me think how her friends were unable to see what I saw in just a glimpse of her. She could have been saved if her friends had paid a little more attention towards her. How big a difference they could have made by observing just a little more?
This is a problem with most of us today; we tend to have become too careless and carefree. We do not acknowledge obvious changes but dig for that which is irrelevant. If we pay due attention to everything we see, if we go on till the last detail we could help avoid such incidents, our friends and family deserve this from us.
I overheard some people talking in the lobby of a hotel I was staying in, they were discussing about some party they had to go in the evening. There a particular girl was looking very oblivious, very calm from outside but I could tell she was crying inside. She was sad. Apparently her friends did not share my belief. They were constantly forcing her to go along with them that night, but I knew well, all she needed that moment was a tight hug from a close someone and just a few consoling words. But they all missed the depth of sadness in her eyes, all of them looked at her but I am afraid none of them registered the acute pain in her eyes.
Next morning, I found the same pair of eyes with twinkle in them filled with joy, on the first page of the morning paper. Irony here was that this beaming picture of the young lady was marking her tragic fate. In the lines below the picture was described that she committed suicide at 4pm last evening which was I think just an hour after I saw her in the lobby.
Till this day I regret not going to her and trying to help her. But again I think whether she would have accepted my help? This makes me think how her friends were unable to see what I saw in just a glimpse of her. She could have been saved if her friends had paid a little more attention towards her. How big a difference they could have made by observing just a little more?
This is a problem with most of us today; we tend to have become too careless and carefree. We do not acknowledge obvious changes but dig for that which is irrelevant. If we pay due attention to everything we see, if we go on till the last detail we could help avoid such incidents, our friends and family deserve this from us.
Friday, March 11, 2011
TGI Friday!
Another day of perfect wela panti. Yeah no work more trainings, more chatting, more rumours, more of everything but work, no complaints though!
Man i slept over pretty bad today, woke up at 12 noon baah, this flexible office timings has spoilt everyone. Coming ti office at 11 feels way to early so i crash in ten minutes before our unofficial lunch ;)
Went out with some friends to Sazio, a dark place in the open optimum for flavoured hookas'.
They offer tasty snacks too. Wasn't in the mood so didn't smoke today but sitting in betwwen so much smoke got me a head ache- efing passive smoking!
Evening went well so much to talk so less a time.
A close friend got tricked in by an ass of a senior, i am pretty sure that some people with power just don't work so that they can play the blame game with the minnows. And the worst part is it's the second time. I don't understand why people believe others so easily, may be it's just the way they are wired.
It has been my good luck such fools haven't crossed my path yet, dont know would i too succomb too someone's plan or i could be cautious enough?
Just a day more and atleast for a week i'll be out of all this hulla-ballu on a vacation for which i have waited for so long.
I see some people who are very successful still they work like donkeys, i guess the desire to achieve more and more makes them so strong, i am still waiting for my chance. I can't ass-lick my way to glory maybe ill earn less ,may be ill live in a small house may be ill drive a small car but atleast ill have the satisfaction of not being an ass.
This matters to me a lot, i thought i can do anything for money and fame and success but i guess i was wrong. I am not a straight arrow, just better than the worst, yes i feel so actually no i know so.
It's a wonderful life i dont apply mathematical assumptions to it nor i apply the complex logics and reasoning the science offer....i just do tist and bits to live and be happy.
Its time for Chuck now...so untill next time Da Svidaniya!
Man i slept over pretty bad today, woke up at 12 noon baah, this flexible office timings has spoilt everyone. Coming ti office at 11 feels way to early so i crash in ten minutes before our unofficial lunch ;)
Went out with some friends to Sazio, a dark place in the open optimum for flavoured hookas'.
They offer tasty snacks too. Wasn't in the mood so didn't smoke today but sitting in betwwen so much smoke got me a head ache- efing passive smoking!
Evening went well so much to talk so less a time.
A close friend got tricked in by an ass of a senior, i am pretty sure that some people with power just don't work so that they can play the blame game with the minnows. And the worst part is it's the second time. I don't understand why people believe others so easily, may be it's just the way they are wired.
It has been my good luck such fools haven't crossed my path yet, dont know would i too succomb too someone's plan or i could be cautious enough?
Just a day more and atleast for a week i'll be out of all this hulla-ballu on a vacation for which i have waited for so long.
I see some people who are very successful still they work like donkeys, i guess the desire to achieve more and more makes them so strong, i am still waiting for my chance. I can't ass-lick my way to glory maybe ill earn less ,may be ill live in a small house may be ill drive a small car but atleast ill have the satisfaction of not being an ass.
This matters to me a lot, i thought i can do anything for money and fame and success but i guess i was wrong. I am not a straight arrow, just better than the worst, yes i feel so actually no i know so.
It's a wonderful life i dont apply mathematical assumptions to it nor i apply the complex logics and reasoning the science offer....i just do tist and bits to live and be happy.
Its time for Chuck now...so untill next time Da Svidaniya!
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Random!!!
Aaah night time is a bliss.
Eating maggie at 5 Am is streching it too far......eh?
kidding!
Well that was yesterday's story today aaan even i don't know yet. I have been to many places seen a lot of stuff i ll list out as i go on, but today for team lunch we made it to Rubaiyat.
As the name suggests it was some awsome looking place, ambience wise 10/10 food was good too but i have had better. Place depicted a complete traditional appeal with marvelous interiors because of which you end up going there more than often.
Enough of the lunch, i watched a wonderful movie today- A Beautiful Life, its italian but the English dubbing with heavy Italian accents does justice to the movie. Its about a jew man who works his mind playing tricks working out survival strategies for his family in a Nazi camp.
It's a must watch i wont say more as you should feel the movie for yourself.
Next week i am taking off from work going to Delhi, i know there won't be much to do as no one is coming home during this period, i guess it would be good i ll spend much time at home atleast my mom will be happy.
Don't think of me as complaining types but what the hell its getting too stuffy and hot in here and that too this soon i wonder what will happen when it is actually supposed to be peak summer.
City got shamed again when a supposedly PEACE march got haywire and slammed some parts pretty bad. I got to know this place tankbund was destroyed and stones were thrown on a cineplex-prasads and vehicles were burnt, this is just not done. I think now it's time to make a decision whether against or in favour of Telangana it does not matter ; the city has burnt a lot this should end.
Well well got a bit quirky in the end, anyways who's writing for straight A's. I'll leave it till here now, untill we meet again!
Eating maggie at 5 Am is streching it too far......eh?
kidding!
Well that was yesterday's story today aaan even i don't know yet. I have been to many places seen a lot of stuff i ll list out as i go on, but today for team lunch we made it to Rubaiyat.
As the name suggests it was some awsome looking place, ambience wise 10/10 food was good too but i have had better. Place depicted a complete traditional appeal with marvelous interiors because of which you end up going there more than often.
Enough of the lunch, i watched a wonderful movie today- A Beautiful Life, its italian but the English dubbing with heavy Italian accents does justice to the movie. Its about a jew man who works his mind playing tricks working out survival strategies for his family in a Nazi camp.
It's a must watch i wont say more as you should feel the movie for yourself.
Next week i am taking off from work going to Delhi, i know there won't be much to do as no one is coming home during this period, i guess it would be good i ll spend much time at home atleast my mom will be happy.
Don't think of me as complaining types but what the hell its getting too stuffy and hot in here and that too this soon i wonder what will happen when it is actually supposed to be peak summer.
City got shamed again when a supposedly PEACE march got haywire and slammed some parts pretty bad. I got to know this place tankbund was destroyed and stones were thrown on a cineplex-prasads and vehicles were burnt, this is just not done. I think now it's time to make a decision whether against or in favour of Telangana it does not matter ; the city has burnt a lot this should end.
Well well got a bit quirky in the end, anyways who's writing for straight A's. I'll leave it till here now, untill we meet again!
Friday, February 4, 2011
boaring
hi
I am out of hibernation. Yeah who cares. Beside i am still out of words, as always.
So now i am in south India working for an MNC like most of the Engineers i know, pretty lame i know but i am doing it a bit diffrently adding a bit of salt in the whole lot of red chilly!
Mommy lost his son to an out side world, feels lonely but nothing can be done, keeps wishing somehow both atlest one of his sons come home.
I feel the pain too not because of the seperation but because she is in pain. I feel too helpless.
Enough of blubbbering, let me take you to the tour of the city of nawabs.
Its good the city but not the people in particular, nothing have they done yet to miff me but yes i dislike them can't help the prejudice but thats me- once a decision is made its done!
City is mix of old anf new culture, having forts, small eating joints, some cultural themed markets and to the hip crowd there are awsome lot of cafes and pubs very reasonably priced as well. To non-veggies delight this is closest to heaven if we know what it is.
AHH duty calls gotta go...will write soon.
I am out of hibernation. Yeah who cares. Beside i am still out of words, as always.
So now i am in south India working for an MNC like most of the Engineers i know, pretty lame i know but i am doing it a bit diffrently adding a bit of salt in the whole lot of red chilly!
Mommy lost his son to an out side world, feels lonely but nothing can be done, keeps wishing somehow both atlest one of his sons come home.
I feel the pain too not because of the seperation but because she is in pain. I feel too helpless.
Enough of blubbbering, let me take you to the tour of the city of nawabs.
Its good the city but not the people in particular, nothing have they done yet to miff me but yes i dislike them can't help the prejudice but thats me- once a decision is made its done!
City is mix of old anf new culture, having forts, small eating joints, some cultural themed markets and to the hip crowd there are awsome lot of cafes and pubs very reasonably priced as well. To non-veggies delight this is closest to heaven if we know what it is.
AHH duty calls gotta go...will write soon.